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Two new forms for Skull in the works... A Soul Unison and a Fusion. Well, technically THREE, but eh. That depends on whether or not I can figure out the one. 
21000. Twenty. One. THOUSAND hits. Not that many in 11 years, mind you, but still. It staggers the mind that many people have seen this page since December `04.
Hard to believe it's been 11 years... Heh... Time goes by so fast anymore, everything is a blur. 
  • Listening to: Stronger Than You -- Steven Universe OST
  • Reading: The story I'm writing
  • Watching: The changes of the seasons, my very being
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
I really need to find a warrior cat RP Group. 

Anavel has gone without use for way too long. And I hate to throw away such a strong character. 

By the wayside his past has gone, that moment frozen in time. But another chapter can be written yet still. 

Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. 
  • Listening to: Stronger Than You -- Steven Universe OST
  • Reading: The story I'm writing
  • Watching: The changes of the seasons, my very being
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Kinda funny, looking back at the past few years. Did I really let stupid shit bother me that much? That the childish actions of another needed to be dealt with by force instead of letting them throw the tantrum they were having and look stupid in the process? That I took things so personally, so absolutely that I'd kill myself with worry over it? 

Maybe I am becoming colder. I don't see the light in everyone anymore. All I tend to see is darkness. Darkness and guarded hearts. Ones that are afraid of being hurt again. Ones that have been closed off to feelings completely. 

I'd like to say that mine isn't like that. But I would be lying. I can feel, yes. And I can love. But it seems here recently that my compassion has failed me. The source of my fire. The reason I am who I am. If something doesn't directly involve me, I don't feel any sorrow for those afflicted like I used to. I don't feel a need to help them overcome their obstacle. I just... Stare blankly at them as they speak to deaf ears. 

I can't allow this to keep going on. I can't let myself fall to the Abyss again. I just now dug my way out of it, wearing my fingers to the bone and my will to its last strand. I can't fall back into that shadow. I can't go back to that absolute HELL in my own mind. 

Maybe I should just... Stop the emotions at the source. Maybe I should just become stoic and be emotionless. I need her. That's what I should be doing, is listening to her, not allowing myself to entertain even the notion of falling back into that darkness.
  • Listening to: Stronger Than You -- Steven Universe OST
  • Reading: The story I'm writing
  • Watching: The changes of the seasons, my very being
  • Playing: Fallout 4
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
I really need to find a warrior cat RP Group. 

Anavel has gone without use for way too long. And I hate to throw away such a strong character. 

By the wayside his past has gone, that moment frozen in time. But another chapter can be written yet still. 

Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. 

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KataAlexandros
Homura
Germany
Current Residence: Where I'm living.
Print preference: Anything that gets me an A.
Favourite genre of music: Anything Metal.
Favourite style of art: Anthro/Furry
Operating System: Win XP Home
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch 16GB
Shell of choice: ... Shell? The one inside me that keeps everyone out.
Wallpaper of choice: FORTE
Skin of choice: ...Skin? Fur, you mean. This Fox isn't bald. >>
Favourite cartoon character: That's for people I trust to know...
Favorite Quote: "AAAAAAAAAGH YIP DAH AAAAAAAY LUPP DOOOO~" -- BlueBelt Buzz, Toy Story 2
Personal Quote: Everything happens for a reason-- It just takes a hell of a mind to know why.
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Tofu93 Featured By Owner May 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch!
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